Sunday, 17 April 2011

Baby Moses - 10.4.2011

We have hit the 2 month marker here in Uganda. 2 months ago last Thursday, I said goodbye to my family, friends, king size bed and everything vaguely normal. You would think that reaching this marker would be a cause for celebration, celebrating the fact that I am still alive despite the bugs, the toilets, the lack of electricity, water, and hair product. But this week none of us have felt like celebrating at all, in fact, I think it has been the hardest week of my life.
Last Sunday morning at 6am I received a phone call from one of the baby carers saying that one of the babies was dying. We sprinted down to the medical center in our pyjamas and met Jenny who arrived a few seconds after us. We then found Baby M lifeless in the baby carers arms. There was nothing more we could do for him and he died soon after. This was the same Baby M who we took to the hospital the day before he died to discover he had a hole in his heart. I helplessly watched a baby that I love very much die, and that is not something you can get over very quickly.
Moses died on the 10.4.2011 aged 9 months.
The rest of the week has been a bit of a blur to be honest. Although I have been busy a lot of the time, I can not remember anything of what I have done. What I do know is that he is not suffering anymore and he received so much love here at Potter's.

Saturday, 9 April 2011

Babies, Puppies and Piglets. Life is good.

Ever since I was really small I have always wanted my very own puppy and my very own piglet. It was this week when I finally got what I have spent years begging my parents for! Much to my excitement P.V puppies, Milo and Otis arrived on Friday and I have been put in charge of training them up to be guard dogs that know the difference between Baby and Baddie. They are still pretty tiny and all they want to do is play, eat my sandals and follow me round the compound (which is fine with me!) As for the Piglet, Jenny mentioned that her  pig is pregnant and should have babies in a couple of months – very excited!
 This week has been a strange one. Ruth, Jenny and Eve took Grunt to Mbara (a good days drive away) to see a specialist about his head and his fitting. I stayed back in Kisoro to look after H and J and Potters Village whilst Jenny was away for a few days. Thankfully the news about Grunt is more positive than we had thought. His head has shrunk by a few centimeters and the Doctor is happy that he doesn't need an operation at the moment. He is still very spastic and fitting quite a lot but we will take him back to the hospital in June for a check-up. He is still living up at Jenny's house but early next week is moving down to P.V so that him and Squeak are not separated for too long.
Another poorly baby has been diagnosed with a serious disorder. Baby M is nearly 10 months but he is the size of a 2 month old baby. He also has congenital cataracts, very irregular breathing and we are very sure he has more problems that are unknown to us at the moment. The fact that Baby M was on high energy food and eating well but not putting on any weight or growing was really worrying us. It wasn't until late last night when we were called out to a very distressed little boy, due to a vomiting virus that is going round, when Jenny instincts told her that something wasn't right with his heart beat. We took him to the clinic this morning and the Doctor confirmed our fears that he has hole in his heart. In England this is a problem that can be fixed without too much of a problem, but in rural Uganda this is a very serious issue. We are organizing to drive to Kampala (10 hours away) to take him to a heart specialist within the next few weeks for their opinion. Then if they tell us that an operation will fix the problem Baby M will hopefully travel to either England or South Africa for the surgery so that he has the best chance of survival.s
Today I attempted to go shopping for a new dress, but shopping in Cheltenham seems a different world. There is no such thing as a relaxing shopping trip here in Kisoro as you constantly have to dodge the bikes with chickens/beds/bananas/other bikes/water containers tied to the backs. Children are forever following you shouting “Mzungo! Howa-yooooo?” or “Mzungo! Give-me-my-money!”. Men sit and stare, and every few minutes one is brave enough to shout “Eyyy Mzungo!” and apparently hissing is a sign of endearment. You also have to constantly watch where you are putting your feet because if it is not a giant pot hole that trips you up, it is a goat, a chicken or a begging family. Anyway, after battling my way through the craziness of the main street I reached one of the very few shops that sell anything vaguely different to bananas, to find it was closed because the owner wanted a long lunch, so I returned home empty handed and exhausted.
Tonight, another crazy Saturday night in 'Green Cottage' – Lasagne, then washing up, then a book, then bed. The life of a normal 19 year old?